Tonto Dikeh is an awarding winning Nollywood actress, the mother of one, shared how she almost lost her son to the hands of death weeks ago.
Although Tonto did not disclose what actually happened to her son, however, she thanked friends and family for standing by her.
Tatiana Dikeh, sister of the Nollywood actress and also a mother of one, made a shocking revelation.
According to her, she has been dealing with clinical depression and she drank hypo weeks ago with the aim of killing herself.
“So, I’ve been wanting to do this but I was worried about what d world would say about me… It’s my own testimony!!! 3weeks ago, I thought of my life and den devil spoke to my spirit and said, “Tatiana, u r a failed parent…
“Ur daughter is ashamed of u and ur efforts r all wrong and boom, I gave in…. That night, I realized God had a purpose for my life because I drank hypo and to me, I said to myself I was gonna die and have peace….
“The next day, I woke up to find sound of my alarm. and I pinched myself and realized I didn’t die as expected, no tummy aches, nothing and dat morning. I sought to find help??? talked to my angel in human form @gorsky2211 and he said,
“I needed to seek help and my journey for help began… put up a post on @womeninportharcourtpage and then, another angel asked sent her a DM @noise1405
“Which I did and she made sure I started going to a rehab…. I didn’t only find help, I found a big sister in her….
“Before my help, I was a monster to my child. always sad, very aggressive and that was when I was told I had clinical depression…
“On this journey of healing, it hasn’t been easy but God has been faithful
“And even though d mood swings come often, I’m a lot better than I was now. all because I got people who showed me love and God who kept me alive…
“Thank u to all those who knew my journey and have been patient with me. @gorsky2211 thank u for taking absolute care of me and my daughter. @noise1405 thank u for letting me be ur baby sis
“and for helping me thru dis journey despite our own challenges, @lianna95. thank u for understanding and to my bestie @fab_.prince u made sure u told me how much u loved me.every morning. and that helped me heal faster too…
“When u feel depressed, speak up, seek help, don’t stop till u find it!!!!! Suicide isn’t d best way out of our challenges #Survivor #ibeatclinicaldepression#Godkeptme #mydaughtersmother “
There are speculations from fans that her celebrity sister may not have been so supportive.
Tatiana did not include her amongst those who came to her aid. Neither is Tontoh in her appreciation list.
This is coming weeks after Tonto Dikeh trolled her former bestie, Kokun Foundation for suffering depression.
She called him‘baby snitch’, clearly she is yet to forgive him for telling on her.
Recall that months ago, Tonto secretly revealed her intense dislike. For menswear boutique owner, ’Tunde Wear it all’ in a series of texts to Kokun.
At the time she called Kokun her bestie, thus those texts were sent in confidence.
Although Kokun did something quite shocking, he screen shot the messages and sent them to the object of her dislike.
Who in turn threw them out on social media and called her out.