Former Big Brother Naija housemate, Alex, has shared a list of her 2019 "confessions" and number one on the list was her contemplation of suicide.
The second, she admitted, was being broke at a point in her life in 2019 but, thankfully, she "survived."
According to her, she found love three times last year and lost them all. Number four on her list was her vow to protect her happiness.
Read what she wrote below:
“In a previous post, I asked that questions that needed answers be dropped and My oh my 😱!!!!! A lot of questions 😰, I didn’t know where to start typing from so I made a video answering it all 🤗. To be dropped soon. #atmytime ……………. By the way, I have a confession and as we round up the year let’s do something shall we? We’ll call it CONFESSIONS. What’s your confession for 2019….so I’ll start:
“My confession for 2019………..
“1: At some point, I had a lot going on, I got suicidal, the bad part about it was that I told no one. I only ran away. Thanks to God, I realized that wasn’t and will never be an option. #suicideisnottheanswer …………….
“2: At another point, something terrible happened and I was down to 16 thousand naira only. I thought my life was over but guess what, I survived, I never thought less of myself or took a wrong route to come out if it. I never accepted less and I moved forward. #fallandgetbackup
“3: I found love 3 times and lost it 3 times then I locked it up and threw the key away 😂. #lifeofalex …………..
“4: My vow to protect my happiness was one of my best decisions and it saved me. #itsaboutme …………, Few more confessions but I’ll save it for my book. 📚📖 What’s your confession? #confession2019 #ownyourtruth.”